They tell me I cannot always live in shadow, no good can come of it. I know they are right.But they are not there when Mother and I find the tiny calf...alone and starving, its own mother caught in a great weed and drowned. I could free her from the weed if I were older, I learn that almost always one may escape the weed if one is calm and does not take fright and entangle oneself. But I am small myself then, and besides we are not there in time for her, only for her calf.For Kitik.Those others. I saw my dad staring at my maid constantly with lust. This happened when my maid was cooking. Dad would be sitting on the sofa and will see my maid constantly. I noticed this silently and moved to my room.The first day went on like this. The next day, I went out to purchase some groceries and vegetables. I came home and gave the purchased items to my maid and continued my official work.In between, I came out to the hall to drink water. That time, I saw my dad watching my maid. To my surprise,. ‘Is this supposed to make me want you back in my bed?’ I asked. ‘Because it isn’t working.’‘Spoilsport!’I waited a minute or two in case he had anything more to say before speaking.‘What do you want?’ I asked, frowning.‘I miss you Penny. You know how much. And I know how much you miss me too.’‘Like I miss root canal work.’‘Ha ha! Good joke but you know I go much deeper than that.’I grimaced at the innuendo. We both knew that it was the extraordinary thickness of Tony’s stubby cock, not its much. I felt the warm fluid cover my fingers again. I continued to finger her till she relaxed. I then removed my fingers and cleaned it on her petticoat. Then sat down and watched the movie till it finished. After that we took an auto and came back, she went to her home and me to mine. The next day I slept late in the morning. I was awoken by her caressing my legs when she was sweeping and mopping my room. I felt her cold hand on my legs and woke up. She was kneeling down and mopping with one hand.