After what seemed an age, the bus drew up at my stop and I hurried along the pavement to our block. Opening the main door, I ran upstairs and hastily ...nlocked our front door, closing and locking it behind me. I went quickly into the bedroom and put my bag down on the bed. I breathed out heavily and, in my mind, ran over all I had to do whilst I unpacked my bag and spread my purchases over the bedspread. To cut a long story short, I prepared myself as carefully as I could. I wanted my first. I was being successful with women, except for myself.I was tossing and turning at home, worrying about how my actions could affect those in the house. Mercy’s, Missy’s, and Etta’s all came to me at the same time. All three said things that were supposed to make me feel better about my actions. Etta finally said, “You protected your family, as well as our family here. We are all thankful and know that you meant it to be something that wouldn’t follow you or us. Chuck knows, and he’s in law. After Catherine he could live without Cassie.Then he thought about Karin. They had so much in common, and even if they never progressed beyond 'friends with benefits' he was happy with her, and could see that there would be other women who would fill his life. He was young; he had time.Then he thought of Cassie and her beautiful face, hair and body, her long legs and sinuous neck, and felt unsettled again. "I'm conflicted," he said out loud to no one, "but I'm ok as I am."He was delighted he. Not that respectability was a consideration from were the four stood. The dancing crowd could hardly see them on the balcony which could not decently hold more than the four of them.Leaning back against a high bar stool, Steve looked up to see what Toro and Sophie were up to, seeing they too were crawling over each other, totally oblivious to their surroundings. In fact, with flashing strobe lights and colored spot lights keeping the area in semi darkness, Steve couldn't really be sure if the.