You turn your back to me, and slowly bend over, to free your legs from your pants. You look back to me with an inviting stare. You tease me with your ...ovely ass so tantalizing close but just out of reach. I keep my composure, but you know you are driving me crazy and as we look at each other, not breaking our gaze we slowly are building another fire. You stand back up and turn to face me. You look at me with a devilish smile and then hold up an imaginary banana in your hand. You then calmly. Tere pao padti hu.Me(unke solder pakad kar):no mami ap aisa kyu kar rahi hai ? Me kaise apko beta de sakta hu ? Kisiko pata chal jaega to ?Mami:de sakta hai. Kisiko pata nahi chalega. Ye baat hum dono ke bich me hi rahegi.Me:par beti hui toh ?Mami:koi baat tumhari beti ko bhi palungi.Me: ok mami. Ab muskura bhi dijiye.Mami ne mujhe kas ke hug kiya aur boli: i love you mohit.Me:i love you too mami.Mami:mami mat bol abhi hum husbund wife hai darling.Me:ok meri jan neetu.Fir maine dhire se apne. I didn't wantto "become" a woman and I don't know why I'm so interested in women'sclothing.She sat me down and we talked about it for a while. I cried.When it was all said and done, she promised not to tell anyone as longas I promised never to do it again. I gladly said yes and I saidgoodbye to dressing like a women forever - or so I thought.Years later, I went away to college. I was introduced to new world. Anew chance. People who didn't know me. Places I'd never been. Anotherchance to dress. Everyone shows up around 8 and we play some video games and have some guy talk and then I look at Austin and Alan and give them a look as if to say "is now a good time?" And they both shrugged and mouthed "Why not?" So I motion for them to stand with me and I stand between them and say,"Guys, we have a little something to tell you and we want to know if you guys would be down to join in on this." They sit there silent waiting for me to go on, "So I won't go into the details, but about 6 months.