Then I thought, perhaps I could learn to do that. I spent a fruitless week in the local library looking for a good book.Then I was at this Car Boot sa...e where I found an old medical volume on psychiatry, it had a whole chapter on clinical hypnotises. This was the real stuff, not Hollywood fiction. I studied this book for weeks, saying out loud the words as I rode my bike to school. The only trouble was I didn't have the courage to try it. There was, however, one area of hope, a passage in the. They could be bluffing – they had in the past – but then they'd know she'd know that, so perhaps they weren't. There were ways to find out, and luckily enough, she had access to them. Either way, it was an alarming situation. She resolved to play along, in a worried fashion."What have you given me? Tell me..."Astrid smiled. "All in good time. Now, we know you are an investigator of some kind. We don't know who for, but I would hazard a guess it's for one of those faceless entities that's made. Not clumsy. And with a person who you are attracted to and who can really appreciate the beauty that you’ve got. So that when it does happen, it is something really special. For both of you.” Jane’s heart sank. This sounded dishearteningly similar to the lectures she had been forced to sit through all her life at church, warning young people not to give in to their desires, to a life of promiscuity and misery, but instead to save themselves for marriage. “Someone who really wants you,” John. "You can really go home, you know," Rose offered."And do what? Sit around being bored or jumping on a chat line on the internet? Spare me that, I'd rather be here," she smiled, leaving the office.Rose sat there blinking. She was so much in love with Danielle, she couldn't think she could go another day without ravaging her. She hadn't been with a woman since the girl started here and her hormones were bouncing all over her body. She felt the only reason she was able to control herself was she.