I put my left arm around her waist.I stroked her hair a very light stroke with my righthand. I kissed her hair. She smelled wonderful. Thiswould be my...one time to feel her body against mine.“There, there,” I said.At lunch they sat at our table. They looked tired anddrawn and said they’d been a little sick. Everyoneunderstood. Who hadn’t been? As time passed, though,they entered the conversations, grew jollier, sampledthe dishes off the lazy Susan, told tales. My wife ate. "But you are a lucky one Jonas," Joe continued. "You are lucky because Sheila and Elizabeth have prayed for you. They love you very much and their eternal happiness would be tainted without you. Even while they were dying they were praying for you. Their belief in your goodness despite your actions all your adult life gives me some leeway." What kind of leeway?" Jonas asked confused. Jonas had always prided himself with being pretty quick on the uptake, but he was having trouble keeping up with. "'You want to let go of me, boy!" Mom said, yanking her hand away from me. I quickly got up and pulled Serenity to me, away from the counter. Serenity wrapped her arms around me like her life depended on it. I could see the fear in her eyes as she looked at Mom. "Look at you," Mom said, laughing her anger out, "you look like SHIT, you smell like it too. She's no longer your pretty little angel, Jimmy darling. She's a LITTLE SHIT!" "I think you should go outside and cool off, Mom," I said,. I was willing and ready for her. Time, blow, and alcohol flew by until she entered the room. Allowing myself to be a gentleman, I told her to get on her knees immediately. She looked at me and just smiled, then did as I said. I dropped her two hundred dollar bills, one for each knee, as I didn’t want her to be on bare knees on the floor. She laughed, and just kept on looking up at me, and then at my cock, through my pants. She was wearing this tight blue dress, and no bra. I slid her spaghetti.