It ended up being a fun, enjoyable afternoon; I hadn’t played that style of music for some time, and it was great all of us getting together for wha... turned out to be a big folk music jam session.After dinner that evening – and watching ‘Countdown’, of course, Lisa, Fiona and I went to bed together. The three of us spent several hours making love, before falling asleep sometime after 10 p.m.; only for Lisa to wake me up just after midnight for some semi-awake sex. As I slowly slid in and out of. If Steph went somewhere alone or if I left her alone she got hit on. It was a fact of life. I didn't have to like it, but I did have to live with it.I was sitting in a beach chair nursing a Pina Colada and watching Steph wade in the surf. A man waded up to her and started talking with her and a couple of minutes later another man joined them. I saw Steph smile and laugh at something one of the men said and then she said something and the two men smiled and a minute or so later they walked away.. Her friends would tell her how nice looking he was. He was average height, had reddish hair, blue eyes, a goatee, and a small spare tire that he carried well on a slightly stocky frame. She thought he was pretty handsome too. She had caught glimpses of him coming out of the bathroom after showering and would think to herself, "One of these days...!" She once masturbated to a picture of him that she keeps on her nightstand. "Mom was a lucky girl" she would tell herself. She had hoped one day. " That was a bit cold, but Kyle wasn't really trying to rekindle anything."Well, yes and no. A week after you left I had a stress induced miscarriage. I lost the baby." I don't know if I should say I'm sorry to hear that or not. Should I be?" No, I don't think so. It is really hard to believe how one terribly stupid night can so thoroughly destroy so many things and change so many lives. I am and will forever be ashamed of what I did to you and how I destroyed the trust that you had in me. I.