"I mean, yes, Alex of course you can make your own decisions. Look, I trust you, OK? But, Vette, you an' Alex have - have different tastes, OK? Look -... Alex," she asked, still holding his hand, "I don't like pain but I am attracted to you. Do you think you could be gentle with me?" I can do gentle," he said grinning. He looked at me, "If you say yes, sir."She turned his face back to her. "What do you say?"He hesitated. "I'm the submissive." He explained. "I've done damn near everything he's. I've worked with Angel Pretty before. She has a kinky side. She did a couple of scenes that involved peeing on another girl and we did a fisting site together. It wasn't bad. We both have small hands."She saw the look on Adam's face and shrugged."It is what it is," she said. "I wish I could have had a career like you guys do, but it wasn't to be." It can be if you ever decide you want to get back in," Adam said. "That is not me trying to push you. I'm only telling you that if you enjoyed. " That fact was a new tidbit for me that excited me because it made my proposition more likely, even if only slightly. "But I've never done it like this," Jessica finally finished."Take all the time you need," I said, "but just let one of us know by the end of tomorrow." I left Jessica to her salad and made my way back to my office. By the time I had grabbed my own lunch, I was gripped by anxiety that I was making it too easy for Jessica to refuse something on which I had set my heart. Before I. .. I don't know if I can..." Look, Adam, or let's call you Ada for the time being,I know things havemoved pretty fast, but you should know my friend is not so bad." Then you'll let me go." No, there is no coming back from this. But we can help you along... giveyou a personal nudge if you will."Adam, or Ada now, had no idea what any of this meant. All she knew wasthere was a resolve growing inside her that she would go out there andfuck herself and be done with Harriet, TGH and this whole.