As soon as I got to the house I noticed the envelope from last night on the porch. Picking it up I read the note attached from my only friend “I fou...d this in your dressing room last night when I went to pick you up. Hope you’re not messed up man, call me.” Smiling I walked into the house. Carl was the only guy that seemed to not care about who I was or what I had done, probably because for the last 7 years he has been around and been my only friend outside of the shit. I opened the door went. " Well, I hate to be the bearer of bad news, but you're going to have to work on Jess, I think," Sophie told him. "You hurt her very badly. And she's had one hell of a rough month." Rough month?" She's going to have to tell you that--if she chooses to do so," Sophie said. "We'll bring you over to her house, though."They got changed and got in Warren's van. Ryan followed them in his rental car to Jessie's house. He parked behind them, and walked up to the van. "There you go, Ryan, that's her. How in the hell am I going to do this. I thought all hope was lost, and I was about to leave but when I turned around I noticed the house to the back of me is vacant and for sale. I hopped over the back fence and found a small window I could break to let myself in. I let myself inside and walked upstairs, finding which window I would be able to see into your room. With pure luck, I found the window and could see directly in. Clear as day. I could see your pick bed cover and the huge mirror in. " I stopped in my tracks and shuddered for a second before remembering that it was dark and I was an open crossdresser anyway and continued modeling like a porn star for the camera as my mom did the same. An hour had went by and it was time to leave. My mother had put the digital camera in her purse and took my hand as we walked out the door and down the street. We walked a few blocks and listened to the clicking of our heels until we had gotten to an Adult store. She caught me looking at it.