“Hi Sally, why don’t you come and join me?” I said. She came over and laid down her stuff beside mine, while I picked up my towel and rubbed mys...lf dry in a fairly perfunctory way – the sun was so hot I hardly needed to. I rubbed a bit more sun-cream on, trying not to notice if Sally was looking while I smeared it onto my little tits.“I’ve not been down here before,” she said. “I was just going down to the main beach, but your Mum said you’d come along here, and she said it was much quieter. So. Sort of a little women's' group and I don't want to keep them waiting too long."Earl laughed. "How long are you going to be in town? I'd like to get together with you so we can talk."Janice smiled before replying, "We'll be here until Monday. I'm free tomorrow afternoon if you want to meet for lunch."Earl smiled knowing she was interested in speaking to him. "Why don't I give you a call around ten tomorrow and we'll setup a place. I know this nice little place in South Beach we can go. ” He stammered and went red. “That's not what I want."“Well I was a bit surprised about you and Wilson yesterday. I never realised.”I stared at the boy I’d known my whole life and felt something stirring inside me. Without thinking, my body took over, I stepped across the room as if I was stepping across the Rubicon. I took Billy’s face in my hands and kissed him.It was the first time I’d ever kissed a boy. My fingers caressed his cheeks, feeling the stubble as our mouths opened and our tongues. Hoping the grunts will end. Hoping whatever it is filling the air calms. I rest my face against my knees softly rocking as I see the mirror again, able to view myself. Pathetic and weak, that’s all I see. I continue to stare as I rock, the grunts turning into snarls, feeling them on the nape of my neck. Again ... Nothing is there, void space. The burning in my shoulder continuing, seeming to increase with the sounds, the sensation of heated breath. I run my hands over my neck and shoulder,.