One day she and I were at home in the afternoon. I went to her and said, mom, my dick is paining, can you please check? I took it out, it got hard and...I started shaking it. She said, go to the bathroom and do it, not in front of me. But I masturbated in front of her only. She again scolded me and said I am your mom, don’t try this on me.Next day I did the same in front of her. She said you are really shameless son. This time she didn’t scold me, maybe she gave up on me. Then I said, mom, please. At that time, I found myself in Arizona on business. I took a chance and called Bill. He was available, so I met with him for lunch. He filled me in on what was happening with him and his ex-family. He was happily remarried to a lovely girl. The last he knew, Carol and Deb had become whores in LA. I had expected as much. Carrie had moved back to the Phoenix area with her husband, Ted. They lived nearby.Having several important meetings that afternoon, I had to take my leave of Bill soon after. "Go on, look at it."I stared at it, trying to memorize every tiny rigid curve of it."Do you like my clit?" "It's beautiful, Mama." Such a sweet boy," she said. "Do you want Mama to show you what a grown woman does when her clit gets big?" She didn't even wait for an answer, just slipped her middle finger carefully over the tip of her own clit. Instantly her eyes shut tight and her whole body shuddered, and I smelled her again, stronger."Show me, Mama. Show me what feels good."Her finger darted. “Hmmm, I see,” he said.The corner of his eyes wrinkled as he slowly read it over, and amplified by the silence that stretched out in between, Sarah felt every beat of her pulse as it echoed through her head. Still, she continued to stand where she was, her vision glued to the patterns of the carpet on the floor. She wanted to cough, sit down, do anything except stand there and listen to her own heartbeat, but her body no longer seemed to be under her will.What a situation to be in, she thought,.