. this flyover county is really growing on me. I think I’d like my kids to grow up to be Salthawks.”Len looked at his wife in amazement. “That�...s ... good, honey. Wow. I think we’ll probably be able to afford a place here, and keep our place in California, too, but ... wow. I remember when we visited my home, your opinion.”“Yes, well, I am a woman, and we’re entitled to change our minds, right?”Margie laughed. “Of course we are. Thanks for helping. Samuel, would you like a bit more of an. There was an uncomfortable silence then Brandy said "Well I am going to bed" I was thinking I freaked her out.I told her good night and she looks me deep in the eyes and asked me "Well are you going to tuck me in" She grabs my hand as we walk into her room.Her room was right next to mom and dads room and they always slept with the door open. And in the anticipation we didn't even shut her door. Mom and dad could easily hear us if they were awake and if they got up there we would be. She lay-ed. I’m just not ready. I know we’ve had our troubles, and now these troubles seem to be over, but I’m not ready. It doesn’t feel right.”“When will it feel right?” demanded Queresh.She lay in silence. Sex, after the miscarriage and loathsome depression did not appeal to her. She had escaped just barely from the torment of a personal hell, a mental journey where one travels alone, without any defense. When she emerged from that living and breathing nightmare, she freed herself of complications, even. Lesley was quite an attractive woman for her age. She had dark brown, shoulder-length hair, cut in quite a young style, which suited her. Her big assets were her big, brown eyes. Her body was not too bad, but she had accepted a while ago that she wasn't getting any younger and age would take its toll. She had wrinkles on her face which she tried to hide with make-up. Her body was sagging in all in the wrong places. She had given birth to three c***dren, and her body had never really recovered.