I walked in all my senses, making up my mind to be strong about things, sat on the other end of the sofa with some considerable distance between us an... said“We have to talk.”He didn’t reply, I waited for a minute gathering all the left over strength while the events played in my head over and over again, cleared my throat and said again,“Jack, we have to talk.”He turned off the TV, slowly placing the remote on the table, my heart began to build up the speed, came to the middle of the sofa, I. I had hoped when she asked me to come to her room that she was going to ask me to give her a massage not tell me she wanted to leave. She must have seen the look on m face and read my mind because she said "can you give me a massage now? it would really make me feel good"."Of course I will" I said "it makes me feel so good to make you happy and I am glad that it makes you feel good. I love giving them to you". She stood up and pulled her shirt up and off and then undid her jeans and pulled the. To my surprise I ran into my friend Chris, we chatted for a bit and he told me that I should come over and hangout in his hot tub later on (We had been real good friend from about grade 6 until we got into highschool, then we both started hanging out with different crowds but still hungout every now and then) I hurried on home and showered up and got ready to go over to his place. I couldn't find a bathing suit so I just grabbed a pair of old shorts and headed out the door. When I got there I. The street behind us actually started at the top of our street. The development was Rolling Hill. And the hill that street went down was a little kids dream. We learned to build brakes on those little carts. No one was allowed to start a ride if they didn't have some way of slowing down or stopping.I know this was the year I became scared of spiders.We had woods everywhere in our neighborhood. And some of the spiders hanging out in those woods were monstrous to a little boy of 9.Plastic models..