I seized the opportunity and told her. ”Mother, i will not tell kusum, if you do what i want”. ShobhnaBecause of great stress and anxiety about wh...t i will do, did notBother to find out what i want, probably she believed in me. SheSaid ” i will do whatever you want but do not tell kusum.” i madeHer say this 3 times. Then i told her ” i will keep this secret ifYou do as i want. She agreed. I said” hence forth you will wear a black bra whenever you come to ourHouse. (i get highly aroused by black. No one in school has anything like that.”“Leonard designed it for me,” Lexi said. “If we get some measurements for you before we leave, I’ll bet he’d consider sewing one up for you. Wouldn’t you Leonard? Please? For me?”“Yes, Lexi. But not for you. I’ll do it for Gabby. Come on, sweetheart. I’ll show you a couple of fabrics I think would look good on you.” Gabby was in heaven.I caught some of the strategy the kids were using. I had to wonder if they manipulated us parents as effectively. In. “Fucking men. Sorry, I didn’t mean to swear.”“Don’t worry, a lot of men are assholes.” I tried to smile comfortingly and resist wrapping my arms around her. I couldn’t comprehend any guy who would stand her up. Me? I would crawl miles across broken glass for a date with Kristen. I know, just asking her might’ve been easier, but I never did.“I thought I’d better come and collect Josh. There’s no point in wasting your time and effort looking after him now.”I told her it was no problem, and that. By then I began to ache. While sitting there a spot of pre-come oozed out and soaked me and this was the final straw, I had to do something or go nuts. But, out in public with all of these people around? Then it hit me, I had a GPS in my hand, so why not use it to guide me away from the trails where there would be no people! Duh… Now the trick was to stand up while not letting anybody see my intentions! The woods were thick and difficult to maneuver especially in the highly charged sexual state.