Turning toward her, I wrapped my arms around her in what I hoped would be a comforting, consoling hug and we sat that way for several minutes in silen...e except for a soft sob Edna couldn’t hold back. Then I said, “Hon, we don’t have to do anything if you had rather not. I enjoy sex, but I won’t be disappointed if you choose to just call off what we were planning to do.” She sobbed again, a bit louder, as her body trembled in my arms. “Phil,” she said in a hushed shaky voice, “it’s not a matter. ”“You understand what I mean?” Arjun said pulling the story sheets outOf his pocket. “I get to have my way with you for ten minutes.” HereHe read from the paper in his hand. “I can touch or kiss you, but ICan only use my mouth and hands. If I can get you to say, ‘**** me,’Before the ten minutes is up, then you must do anything I tell you forThe next hour.”“Yes, yes, I understand.” Nisha responded.Arjun grinned almost triumphantly and moved across the room to theCouch, the couple that were. ”So I told her.Why not, right diary?She listened to the entire thing. Didn’t get angry and didn’t go nuts when I told her about my Uncle and Daddy. I told her every detail about them fucking me, my Uncle’s pictures, and about Daddy being weird even though he knew I was in love with him. It was so weird Diary but felt so amazing to bring it out in the open. I mean not that you aren’t good to talk to as well. You are my sweetie and I love you but being able to tell Mama everything, well that was. ‘Oh shit!’ the redhead thought. She and Lola usually shopped at this mall because it wasn’t near to their high school JUST to avoid situations like this. ‘Hey Lola,’ Gail said, obviously confused. ‘Fancy running into . . . you . . . here.’ ‘Yeah,’ Lola said. ‘Weird.’ If Lola had just said something else, Gail might have thought the two women were just friends. But the awkward silence painted a different picture. Pat was trying to think of something to say to give Carolyn and Lola a way out..