” Damn.* * * *I finally agreed to the meeting. If nothing else, it would help me determine if this continued exploration was something I really want...d to pursue. I was firm in my resolve NOT to live under a cloud of fear about my future or become a ‘lab rat’ to discover the truth. If it meant living in a state of denial, I was prepared to do that. I wasn’t at all sure, of course, if it would even be possible to live in denial, but that would likely be dependent on what changes my body might. My hands finally give up their job of steadying us.The right one tangles quickly in the back of your hair. The left slides around and cups your chin. They both force your head back a little roughly and turn it to face mine. Your neck strains as we kiss. Hard. Deep. Wet.Then I feel hands unfastening my belt. There is some urgency in the deft action.The belt falls open and immediately fingers unbutton and unzip my pants as your ass quivers scant inches away.You push down the waist of my boxers,. Mostly couples so just sitting around the bone-fire drinking copious amounts of booze and talking about the snow that is kinda here but kinda not. As the night moves on the drinking continues and I’m feeling very nice! One has to drink to keep warm in British Columbia in December.The night starts winding down and Sandra tells me that I’m going home with her. We taxi back to Nikki and Matt’s house and more drinking! I hadn’t been to their house before so I got the grand tour, I couldn’t help. I can hear you moaning silently. You noticed that I am stroking faster and faster. I hear you saying: „Stop!“ , „wait“ and I feel you coming closer to me. Your nice breasts touching over my body up to my head. You tell me to suck your nipples. WoW, I can feel how hard they are. With great pleasure I am sucking on them so nicely. I can only imagine how beautiful they are! Kissing and licking, hear you pleasuring your wet pussy now. This sound makes me so horny again…Your belly pushes against my.