Or believe in."I know. I've known it from the first time we met, even if you didn't then, I knew eventually you would. That's what makes what I need t... tell you next, so hard."I felt like I'd been kissed ... and then slapped. The look on her face suddenly serious. "I know you love me, and I know I love you. But I think we're both going to have to try and un-love one another." Ok, you want to run that one by me again? You love me? And you know now that I honestly love you too? But..." But, yes. Amir and I was married in 2001 Jan. blessed with a lovely girl we were both quite happy. Amir is now 37 and I am 31. I was very young when married. Now readers I am facing a strange problem which I want to share with you and seek advice from like minded ladies. I love my husband a lot.Previously I was normally attracted to sex, but not like my husband, who was very sex starved. Initially I hesitated my sexuality to my husband as ours was an arranged marriage, and he was little older to me. But. .. whenever your ready,... Okay? '... I said with hesitation. ' Okay '... he responded. His face began to redden as he seemed a bit caught off guard by my forwardness. I too was a little embarrassed by what occurred, but I remained in place. ' What is there to say? '... he said softly. ' Come with me '... I said, as I took him by the hand, and walked him into the kitchen. He sat on the kitchen stool while I poured him some Orange juice. ' How do you feel Michael,... wine can make. He has an obvious tent in his trousers, which he keepstrying to hide, if he has to get up," texted Pamela later that morning."I'll tell you l8er," I text back.It wasn't the reaction I expected. What was going on?Pamela and Yvonne came round later that evening."What did you send him? I was worried at one point, because he keptlooking over at me," said Pamela.I gave her a brief outline of what happened, without going into toomuch detail. She told me he eventually approached her."You know Dee.