The title? "Hot Hand-Jobs." He began to turn to leave, but when I laughed at the DVD title, he turned back and smiled. I invited him in, "Let’s grab...some beers and watch." We carried our beers to my den where I have my DVD player. While I readied the video, Mike sat on the sofa, directly facing the television. After all was ready I sat to Mike’s right, but with plenty of room between us, fully aware of the straight man-gay man zone of comfort. As the video began I saw that this time it was Mike. I never felt comfortable hanging out with theguys, talking sports or rough stuff. I was always hiding behind somethingall my life. Hiding behind my research, hiding behind my intellect,hiding from the truth.Frankie lay there against the bathroom wall staring at nothing. He washaving trouble admitting that he loved the photos and wanted to be thatwoman. He had always fantasized about what it would be like and now hewas having trouble admitting that was what he liked. He liked himself andwhile. He pulled my lips apart and started flicking his tongue over my clit. I was so turned on that I was playing with my own tits rolling the nipples between finger and thumb, making them stand out proudly.My pussy was wetter than I think it had ever been and while teasing my clit, he managed to slip a couple of fingers into me, immediately hitting exactly the right spot. I was happy to let him get on with it and after what seemed liked 10 minutes he raised his head and put his fingers in his mouth. Some men think it’s about the ‘thrill of the hunt’ … the conquest … but it’s not. To them it’s about power. Sometimes men or women stray because they need someone to make them feel special. They need to feel smart or pretty or appreciated or they’re lonely. There are at least a hundred different reasons. These are really only a few of the things Rose taught me. I’ll tell you now about my first practical lesson … Oh, but I almost forgot,’ Jackson said as he handed me a parchment envelope, ‘this.