He gestured to her. "Check it out! She doesn't notice or anything! Isn't this cool!" See what I meant," I murmured to Arie."Hello, Derek," said Faith,...smiling shyly at me. "I'm glad you made it." What exactly is going on," Arie said."He's a very sweet man," Faith said to Arie, beaming."I don't think they're giving her a chance to say no," I said in an undertone. "In fact, I know they aren't. They were doing this yesterday. Didn't bother asking, didn't bother listening, just... Grab." I don't. " she mumbled, soft tears soaking my shirt. I shush and hush her, she clings to me, letting me go only after I've assured her all grandpas, and especially candyman grandpas live forrrrever in heaven.Her sobs slowly settle down as she stretches her hands away from me."I'm sorry." It's okay to cry, you know?" Uh-huh?" It's okay to cry; everybody cries, but everybody laughs too, see?" I pointed to the loud children by the yellow bus.I take out the biggest ice-cream I have and give it to her. Her. Applying more pressure she worked more of the b**st inside her, forcing her pussy to expand as it gripped the dildo tightly. Pushing and pulling Bree started to ride the b**st of rubber taking 9 or more inches into her creamy hole. ‘Ohhhh Fuck!!!’ she groaned as her body began to be wracked with a painfully huge orgasm, her pussy spasming around the huge girth of her new pleasure toy. ‘Ahhh…!!’ she groaned hoarsely with her pussy almost painfully gripping the huge dildo again and again, till. It was May 16th. On June 20th I wrote about my first blow job.The next entry was very long as I tried to explain how, and why, I lost my virginity in the back of a van to five guysI didn't know. From then on sex entries filled every page.There were gaps sometimes as I forgot to write about things for a day or two but almost everyday had an entry.I was curious about how many guys I'd actually fucked. It never bothered me before but after all this shit that happened at the clinic, I wanted to.