.” hesitating for the first time since she began this conversation.My heart was in my mouth now, and I had almost stopped breathing, beginning to wo...ry about where this was headed.I decided to keep mum, and just went about fidgeting with cleaning the glasses. I realized it was probably easier for her also to talk to me about this subject without looking at my face, and decided to keep it that way.“You know what, beta?” she asked me suddenly, waiting for my response.Turning to look at her, I saw. Now coming at the point..m married now, and went to attend a wedding last winter to a well known party plot in the town itself.. i saw her there standing alone with a glass of juice in her hands… i instantly felt little bit of movement in my pants and i asked my wife to accompany some of the other frens wives as i’d just go n meet some of my school frens… i immediately went behind that sex goddess n did a little tackle on her shoulders…. if i wished i could had gone to meet her from front.. but. "It's getting to the point where I can't even concentrate anymore. When I'm lying in bed with my wife these thoughts are with me, clawing at me. Hell, I can't even get aroused without them--I have to let my mind wander into these dark places just to satisfy my wife ... and yet, for the sake of my family..." He clenched his teeth. " ... and my dignity, I cannot allow myself to submit to them--to these ridiculous desires. I refuse to." You see, unlike your other clients I'm not about to embrace. I ate some food and returned home with some parceled food from hotel, chocolates and beverages which my sweetheart loved to have. I have not called or met her and I had to calm her down. I went to the gym, worked out for two hours and made myself look like a rock hard physique man which I was. All in this coarse I tried calling her but still her cell was switched off. I went to her pg and I came to know that she had gone outing. I asked whether they had leave and came to know the whole college.