"We have to return to the hall, before we are missed," I explain. I added, "The King will be displeased if there are empty chairs at the table, when t...e dinner is being served." You lift your legs over the edge of the four poster bed and sit up. "I do not actually have an invitation to sit at the royal table" you reply, "nobody will notice my absence, but I will help you to dress, I would not wish you to incur his disapproval." I pull on my undergarments and gown and wait patiently while. I started to steal lingerie off the clothes line. I used the panties to jerk off and would dress up and parade in front of the windows to turn guys on. I wanted to be fucked. But I also wanted to fuck a girl. I was totally conflicted. I knew i liked girls, but I also liked cock. I loved the feel of the warm cock in my hand. I became an exhibitionist. I would show to anyone. However only safely, where no one could get me.I started jerking off in front of the window, so the the girl, Liz, across. Yet something inside told me to knock on the door. I had to see, to know for sure… Scarcely breathing, I rapped on the door as loud as I dared. A stentorian voice immediately answered, ‘Come in!’ My jaw dropped. The new occupant of Room 255 had a voice remarkably similar to my father! Turning the knob frsntically, I opened the door and entered the room… ********************************* My eyes popped as I took in the scene before me. The apartment was exactly as it had been the day my father. That is of course provided it met with their approval. I mean a girl can't just go anywhere, one has to maintain the family standards. And as for boys. They have to the right pedigree, the proper bloodlines you see. I mean if I'm to be mated then it has to be with the son of a good family. Can't have just any young boy sniffing around my well bred quim." You mean there was never any chance for you to do anything different? You know, break out and do your own thing? Come and go as you please?".