But that's it! You go straight home when you're finished. Because you're still grounded."I look through my closet, trying to figure out what to wear f...r my trip to the park. I hear Billy and his friends returning from Chad's house. Billy walks into my bedroom. Where Tammie and I are still naked. He places his hand on my ass and tells me to "Wear something sexy" I can't decide, so he picks out my outfit for me to wear. "Here, put these on" As he hands me a pair of denim short-shorts, and white. Your mind works in funny ways in stressful situations -- you don't always act or think the way you would expect when you are clear-headed and watching as a third party. It is very different when something happens to you yourself.I didn't cry but I felt too guilty to be elated. It was a mix of emotions. Probably the strongest emotion was shame -- I felt I had sinned, and needed to ask God to forgive both of us. I dressed, and walked back to the church, knelt down and prayed.I decided not to. ‘When men become too uncouth or physically troublesome for me, I whack them.’ ‘Perhaps that’s what I need?’ Bianca said she would talk with him for an hour, but it had to hurt him – the fee would be $500 cash. ‘Cash?’ ‘Yes, it’s an excessive charge and I don’t want you attempting to wriggle out of it, remember you are a politician.’ ‘Wow, that’s pretty sharp, Bianca. Good one.’ The appointment was set for 10:00 on Friday. Fitzroy then remembered the reason why he’d called – Kit was pleased to. You’ve got to get her away from him.” I think that I saw him smirk.I took him a minute to respond. “Alright, I’ll have my partner stop by Mr. Monassario’s house and inquire about your wife. In the meantime, I need to take your statement.”“Please have your partner go over right away. I think that she may be in some danger.”He sighed. “Ok, I’ll be right back.” He left the room. Thirty seconds later the nurse from earlier came through the door with a wheeled cart. The door was only open for a few.