She stood, statue-like and watched as I approached."I wish we didn't have to go," I said.Her tongue moistened her lips; otherwise she was motionless, ...nd mute."Thanks for the juice and muffins. I had two," I said, not knowing what else to say."I wish we didn't have to go too, but we must and you need to shower."Neither one of us made a move. My eyes were focused on her eyes, not her body, but I was aware of my hardening cock. So was she."If we didn't have to go..." I know," she said, glancing. Then, tenderly I take your balls in my hand and stoke them, squeeze them. Rocking with the rhythm of the rain that’s falling. Oh, my heart will never be the same. Nights like this come once in a lifetime. Baby, my baby, rocking with the rhythm of the rain. Oh, baby hold me tight. Say you love me, that’s all I want to hear tonight. Hearing you moan, from deep within your throat, I remove my lips. Turning over, then standing up, I let my robe fall gently to the floor of the porch. Standing in. The kiss led to more and soon he was on the verge of taking her. He didnt want that so he slowed it down a bit. Silk looked confused when he backed off. Silk, he started tipping her chin up to look in her eyes, I want you to know this isnt just about sex. I stopped just now so you wouldnt think that. I so want to take you right now but I dont want you to think thats all I want. I want so much more but when we are like this, my hormones take over. Silk listened while he spoke looking him deep in. . if I could tell any of them and get them to believe me... it would never be the same. Never.I'm sorry about all of the smudges on this letter and hope that they don't make it too hard to read. I accidentally got a bunch of tears on it while writing. They come out so much easier now...I tried to get used to what had happened to me, but I couldn't. So you sent me to see that shrink, the one who was supposed to make me accept it. She tried... and so did I, but it just wasn't working. I know that.