Sophia was his usual choice in Atlantic City. A young widow with two children and readily available babysitters, a swinger with a small mouth — she ...idn’t gossip as far as he was aware. It was Francine who had introduced him to Sophia — socially, of course. The two women were in a group that read poetry or something weird like that and Sophia lived only one street away from them. The choice of Sophia was perfect and coming home from functions she was always a perfect partner in the back of the. My mother told the nurse my name and said that I was having gas today. The nurse handed my mother a card to sign which she did and then we were directed to the waiting room. I was expecting us to go upstairs to the waiting room, but my mother said that we were going to another waiting room that was on the ground floor. We walked down a short corridor and down a small flight of steps and around a corner. As I rounded the corner I could see lined up along the wall a row of coloured gas cylinders,. I stayed in the hall pondering over how big mistake I have committed. After an hour and a half, I slowly walked towards her room, opened the door and found her lying upside down and her face under hidden over a pillow. I slowly walked near her, sat next to her on the bed and put my hand over her hair.I said “ Mom, I said I am sorry. I just lost control of my mind and, it was off to happen. But mom, its great that you stopped me. “she kept silence. I said” Mom, please,cant you forgive me. I am a. Something that had been hidden there stepped in before new Noel could react. That kind of challenge just could not be ignored."And what makes you think you can handle it?"Her eyes flashed."Big words from a young stud. I'll remind you about those, when you are begging for mercy."That was enough to keep 'Noel' out of sight. She wasn't a small girl, but I took hold of her and carried her to the kitchen table. As soon as she was sitting on the table I started kissing her. Her mouth, earlobes, neck.