"I can't believe that you could have been that angry," I said. "I find it hard to believe that you would do something so stupid just because you were ...ad at me. Why didn't you talk to me about it instead of jumping into bed with a pathetic lounge lizard?" Don't you think I asked myself that same question over and over? I would never have believed that I was capable of doing anything so destructive," Kate said."Was the sex worth it? Did you enjoy it?" I said."God, no. I know I did it but I don't. They liked school, mostly because it afforded them the opportunity to meet and socialize with others their age. During their teen-age years, that socializing mostly centered around boys. From birth, the two girls were admired by everyone. As babies, and little girls, they were considered the cutest in the neighborhood. As they grew into young womanhood, ‘ravishing’ became the only word which could appropriately describe them. With long flowing naturally blond hair, sparkling blue eyes and what. I am normally very shy especially when dealing with new and stressful situations.I still find myself unable to understand how a convent like this can exist but I am beginning to feel grateful for it. When the walls of the Order came in to view I felt, wrongly it seems now, that I would simply be a different sort of prisoner from the slave that the Beautoix gang intended me to be.At any rate, to be as brief as possible, this is how I found myself in a cell in this nunnery, living I gather. I looked in the mirror, and damn I looked good. I hardly recognized myself. We went to house party, and it was very weird wearing heels, but I did manage. There was a bunch of people there and I was a little surprised how many people I knew, that didn't know who I was. I was really getting into my girl motif and was kinda checking out some of the guys. I wasn't gay but just the way some of them was looking at me, was really turning me on. Nothing came out of the evening, but I went home.