I pressed the ball of my thumb firmly against her asshole, and angled my cock up to rub the head against her colon wall.Jen almost went crazy. And tha... was not good for my staying power, it only took a few strokes and I was ready to cum.She heard I was ready, by my breathing, and began frigging herself. I managed to hold off another minute or so and finally grabbed her hips hard, and thrust in as far as I could, then spurted in her.She almost screamed ... very gutteral and primal as I felt her. ‘No fucking way. You are too god dammed drunk to make any sense tonight. We’ll talk tomorrow.’ With that I went into the bedroom, got my pillow, then walked into the guest bedroom, shutting the door. After undressing, I laid on the bed for probably twenty or thirty minutes, and finding no answers to the thousand and one questions running through my mind, I got up and fixed myself a very strong drink, thinking that maybe I could at least make my mind go numb. It wasn’t five minutes later when. We disagreed on everything. I told Jay of my hopes for a divorce in the future. Jay and I talked about trying to meet in person. I occasionally went out with some friends of mine to a country and western dance bar and thought it may be a good chance to meet him. Unfortunately he had no way of letting me know ‘til I got on the computer to talk to him the next day that issues had come up at home and he spent part of the evening on the phone, and the next part of the evening trying to get over a. I can’t breathe properly and I desperately want to melt against him. Time seems to slow down and I endure long moments of deliberation as the pressure mounts. My senses have become hyper aware as I gaze up at him. His eyes are darker, more intense, and I can see that he is also battling with this astounding chemistry between us. The sun, the crashing surf and the feeling of being somewhere beyond reach from real life push us onwards, and the battle is lost as we lean in closer. As our lips.