Er war weggefahren . Er hatte mir gesagt dass ich von Ben abhängig sei . Und er hatte recht damit . Ganz klar .Aber jetzt plötzlich fühlte ich mich...frei . Frei von ihm . Keine Ahnung wieso und warum . Ich schloss die Augen und hörte in mich hinein , ob ich etwas spürte wegen Ben . Aber da war nur Leere . Und Wut und Enttäuschung . Er hatte mich missbraucht . Ich suchte nach der Liebe für ihn . Doch sie war verblasst . Ich öffnete meine Augen wieder . Ich atmete tief durch . Sah auf die Bilder. .. you'll have to fix your own dinner tonight. We're going to be leaving by 7 PM and we have to get ready. We'll be late, so don't wait up." There's no way I could sleep with the two of you bar hopping all over town, flirting with every guy you see." You don't have to worry about that tonight, Steve," Monica replied. "We're not going bar hopping tonight. That's really a drag... never know what's going to turn up." So what is planned?" I asked, now very curious."We're meeting my boyfriend Carl. I had just gotten out of a nice long hot shower, that's one benefit of waiting to shower until after the kids go to sleep, I can really enjoy my time, getting to do all the things that are hard for me during the week, like washing my hair and shaving my legs. I was fairly decently dressed, I had on a pair of cute orange boy shorts, a white muscle shirt, but still I threw on a robe before I answered the door, for decencies sake. Didn't want to give the neighbors too much of a show.I cracked open. ”“You take that back,” he said in a hushed voice his lower lip trembling.“Robert, tell Tony the truth about how he looks,” she said.“But...”“Tell him,” she ordered in a soft but firm voice.“You are lovely and with your long hair ... well, it’s super on you, actually quite cute.”Tony’s cheeks reddened, and his eyes glanced down, as a tear rolled down his cheek. The tears built in his eyes, one after another rolled down his attractive soft cheeks.“I didn’t mean to hurt you,” Robert said putting.