It was clear that she was becoming as aroused as when she used the stimulator. This was not my purpose.A series of carefully placed crop strokes to ea...h thigh, brought her attention back to my intentions. "Why are we doing this Nicola?" I asked, adding another wheal to each side.She gasped with pain but then spoke slowly and clearly. "To produce a form pleasing to my husband and to those he wishes to impress." Very good. So are your own erotic indulgences relevant here?" No, Sir. Unless of. She would have waited for you."I looked at Daddy. "I don't understand." Jill, she did things her own way, right up to the last. She used a bobby pin to keep the morphine drip open. She just went to sleep and never woke up. It was too late to do anything when her body quit." I gave her that bobby pin. She said she wanted to look pretty." Jill, don't you dare feel guilty about this. It isn't anybody's fault. Her insides were being eaten up; she was rotting away. She took care of the things she. ’ She looked at the exhausted office staff and told each of them they were getting a $5000 bonus. She looked at me and said, ‘Not you, you own the place. You get a $20 million a year retainer, against $5000 an hour? Get yourself a phone. I am the only person to have that number. If you do not answer it, you are fired. I do not care if you are taking a shit, answer the fucking phone.’ The staff laughed, because of what she said. I could not help but laugh, along with them. I could picture. Back in the cubicle I had barely touched her, now I thought she saw this as rejection, which in a way it was. But not for the reasons she must be thinking." Of course I like you Tracy, why do you doubt it?" She looked across at me, still the same dark look in her beautiful eyes," So why didn't you want to touch me, why didn't you make love to me? I thought you wanted me." I smiled at her and said," Oh Tracy. If only you knew how much I wanted you, how I wanted to make love to you. But I.