I figured it out though when I felt you secure it there with a thick strap around the back of my head. My heart began to pound as I tried to breathe s...owly through my nose, my mouth now almost completely cut off with a large, oval or round gag! While I was concentrating on my breathing, I listened to you walk to the end where my feet were. I thought I heard rope being threaded through something and then my feet were being raised until my toes pointed up to the ceiling. After that it was the. Jenny was quite content to let Vee 'have' me that night. She had been well 'seen to'. Thus we spent a week luxuriating in the blissful ecstasy of our grounds as we picnicked in various corners of the estate and slipped away into quiet corners to enjoy secret liaisons with different partners each day.Finally, all good things come to an end. Monday week arrived and we had arranged for the architect to arrive. All morning we rambled around the house and grounds listing our requirements and. I was nervous about it at the first place, but relaxed some when no one noticed. As we went to the other store I was a little braver. I asked someone that worked there if I could use the bathroom, he told me where it was and I went to it. While I was peeing someone came in.He looked over and said it takes balls to walk around with nothing on but a shirt. It scared me at first but then felt good. I told Jerry what happened, he asked how I felt. I said I was good.He said good boy, we have one. Those that were fucking their girlfriends said very little. In my case, I had nothing to brag about, nothing to exaggerate, no girlfriend, no sex, except for the self-help variety. Upon graduation from high school, I was still a boy virgin and at the same time very sexually active releasing all of that semen with the help of my fist. On the other hand, so to speak, I was yet to ejaculate inside a girl. The rhetorical question is, why? The answer centered around my total lack of self-esteem and.