. just a small part ... but still, a part ... you know?"Then you let me design my own apartment in the house, and made me spend your money any way I w...nted, to decorate it. It was beyond anything I dreamed of. I got so tired of protectees hitting on me, thinking I should lay down for them just because we shared the same space, while I kept them alive. Some of those men were so ... awful. They said the ugliest things. It made me feel ugly and cheap."It's been like a dream come true, for me .... ‘Wow, that was bizarre.’ I tell Ashley. ‘I know, that cop seemed weird, but nice.’ Ashley says. ‘Yeah, he seemed nice, but wow.’ I joked with Ashley. Just over an hour and a half later, Ashley and I arrive in Lancaster County, Pennsylvania. As with Vanessa, I took Ashley shopping at some of the stores in the area, and after shopping we stopped at Good ‘n’ Plenty. At Good ‘n’ Plenty, Ashley seemed kind of nervous. ‘Why do they sit like this here?’ Ashley whispers to me, over the table. ‘It’s. I was like many a woman. I had needs/fantasies most times they were only fulfilled through the erotica I could find in romance novels. Lost deep in what I was reading I was a bit startled when a mature gentleman bellowed "Good Morning" towards my direction as he gave me a slight nod. With a bit of a startle looking up for a few seconds and looking at him I responded with the same greeting with a short but sweet smile. He sat himself down directly opposite me, shifted around and opened his news. I broke into the intro of “Que Sera Sera” as I said to the crowd, “Ladies and Gentlemen ... Miss Doris Day!”She sat, as the place was full of people singing along. When everyone was finished, everyone got up and applauded for her.She waved as things calmed down.I began to play “You Light Up My Life” as Miss Stapleton got up to sing. She walked by me running her fingers through my hair.She was as effervescent as ever, belting the hell out of this 1977 classic piece of music.She gave a gracious.