Mom dad ke jane ke baad me ghar me bilkul nannga ghumne lga. Aur apni nangi photo le raha tha apne mobile se. Din bhar me nannga raha aur raat ko dhir... se chat par jane laga aur nannga ghumne laga.. Mujhe bhot acha lagta he nannga rehna ..Fir mene deakha ki mere ghar se thodi dur ek truck ruka hua he. Mene socha kyu na aaj pehli baar gand marwai jae. Aur fir chup chap ghar a jauga..Wo mujhe janta bhi nahi hoga aur meri badnam bhi nahi hogi. . Aur mene ye faisla kiya ki me nannga hi road par. I shook his hand."Speaking of lamers, we're both late for class," I told him, and we grinned and split.I spent a lot of time during the afternoon staring into space, until finally, the last bell rang. Instead of seeking out Shannon and Elizabeth, I headed for the girl's PE room, found someone going in and asked if she'd tell Janey I wanted to talk to her.After a minute, Janey came out; now dressed in her cheerleading outfit. Not a bad looker, long slim legs, dark blonde hair. Breasts probably. He wanted the corner so he could see when the minister arrived at the house then he would walk over there.Around three in the afternoon and a whole Sunday paper read, a small blue car pulled into the driveway. The minister stepped out of the car. He moved slowly towards the back of the house, so he wouldn't be caught by his mother. He moved towards the back and down the side of the house towards the front.The minister looked like he was forty years old. He is very tall and filled his jacket.. I could feel myself melt into his embrace. I've been held before by my so called boy friend, but never did it make me feel the way I was feeling now. My legs were getting rubbery and breathing was becoming difficult.What the hell was happening to me? Then as quickly as I grabbed him, he just a quick pushed me away. I looked into his eyes. They were swollen and the birth of a tear wailed up in the corner of his stern blue eye."Dad?" I said as he lightly continued to push me away. I held on to.