When she got up and headed out of the bar I followed her like afaithful dog. Outside the night was cool and crisp, the full moon castinga pale light o...er the street. As we walked arm in arm down to my car Ilooked up at it, if you look at a full moon in a certain way you can seea face there. I can still remember my dad pointing it out to me when Iwas a kid, the Man in the Moon he called it. In my slightly inebriatedstate, I imagined he was smiling with me for landing such a fine catch. In. Miss Amore relaxed onto me and thanked me. I held onto her for as long as necessary.Several minutes later Miss Amore smiled at me, then kissed me, and said, “Oh God that was great. You were even better than Sandy Philips said you were. She really deserves an A after this.”Sandy Philips was the girl that had waved and smiled as we drove away from school. She had traded me sexually for a passing grade in Miss Amore’s class. Good for her! As for me I had just fucked the sexiest woman in the whole. But I knew in my heart that I couldn’t do that, either. I said quietly. ‘I’ve thought about this and I think I’m going to keep it.’ My mother stared at me. Then Diane spoke from the other side of the room. We had discussed the situation with Dennis endlessly and she knew how I felt about him. ‘And what about Dennis? Do you think Dennis should know about it? What will he do when he learns it’s his child?’ I had been thinking about this for a while now. ‘I’m not going to tell him. I don’t want. I was sad going away even if Peter had said to be happy if I stayed in his house and he was sorry not to be able to come with me to the end of summer party organized by Hubert, and wanted me to go to have fun too. For two days I wandered into the house as a prey to anxiety unbridgeable. I could not find peace. I opened the cabinets that contained continuously my lingerie, wearing some clothes, underwear, shoes with heels, I wandered into the garden and at home with the joy and excitement that.