Before I knew it, the clock on the wall said five minutes to eight. I mentioned that I wanted to get started watching the game, but it seems that L h...d other plans. "You can watch the game, that's fine. But you'll do it my way." With that, she ordered me up the steps to retrieve the horse I had put together. She followed behind me with her arms full of rope. "Strip off the blouse, slut, I don't want it getting ruined." She had me place the horse in the middle of the living room right in. Ravisha maan gayi ,aur hum dono merii garri mein delhi rawanna hue, usne muzhe bataya ki she had a flat in delhi jo khali hai ,& she will stay there ,she asked where i will stay i told i will arrange hotel ,wo nahi maani ,aur usne kaha ki mein uske sath hi rukun, mein bhi aisa mauka chorna nahi chah rahha tha mein fauran tayar ho gaya. I forget to tell you one thing that ravisha & i use to drink a lot.so we took wisky from way ,aur humne daaru pinna shuru kiya, ravisha ne skirt aur top pehen. My guest tonight is Edward Bell, who just wrote a bookentitled, 'From Boy to Girl and Back Again'. Mr. Bell, lets start withwhen you first struggled with your gender." Well, It started because I was abused sexually at seven years old. Thisabuse lasted two years, and at the end of it, my identity was totallyshaken. Added to the loss of my father to suicide two years earlier, andgetting as a stepfather an abusive alchoholic, and my connection tobeing a male all but totally destroyed." And then. There is no going back for you, not to being one of the few admirable specimens of pathetic Humanity that you were, or a posturing, barbaric male.No going back for you, ever.? she finished in a strained whisper. ?Get used to it and stop feeling sorry for yourself. You have been given a gift that nearly any other would have prayed for. A second chance at life, if in another guise, and the opportunity to actually do something worthwhile with your pitiful life.??And what would that be?? the.