Every Friday night, I would have anywhere from ten to twenty guys in the shop, playing cards until 11:00pm or later. As fun as it was, it didn't leave...much as far as time for a social life, and my lack of sex was getting to me. I'm not the bar hopping, club bouncing type, so going out after the shop closed wasn't really an option. I tried the online dating thing, but most of the women backed off after learning what I do for a living. Something about the "geek" factor, I'd imagine.There was a. Unbidden, another thought crept into her consciousness. She said softly to herself, "John is planning to divorce Esther. He'll then be available..."Irene shook her head impatiently. "Stop it, you fool," she castigated herself. "You're supposed to be their friend, not a manipulative bitch." But the thought lingered, the seed was planted and it would resurface."John? John?" Esther shouted as she came through the door. Her husband had just come into the house from the rear deck and heard her. I remembered! Wine. I’d had wine last night. Mom had given it to me. Said… I was only sixteen but she said it was okay as long as I was doing it with her. She… didn’t want to be the only one. Wanted someone to drink with her. I was the only one. The only one. Her friends were busy. She wasn’t seeing anyone. She never saw anyone. Hadn’t, ever since…The woman beside me moaned again, and stirred, and her foot slid under the sheets until it met my leg, and I lost my train of thought. She was naked. Wo dekhte dekhte achanak mobile hata di hum jab dekhe usme kareena kapoor ka nude photo tha. Main mann hi mann khush hua wo kuch sarmayi kuch ghabrayi dikh rahi thi. Maine pucha kya hua wo boli aap aisa photo kyon rakhte hai maine kaha kya hua jawan hoon aur waise bhi sirf photo rakha hoon kuch kiya to nahi na. Usne kaha kabhi nahi kiya maine kaha nahi. Fir maine bola tum to aise puch rahi ho jaise tum 50 baar kar chuki ho. Wo boli dhatt main waisi ladki nahi hoon. Maine uske chehre ko apne.