I often pushed for anal sex, but she had so far said no way to that.We openly talked about fantasies, which, when we were first married we didn't. Ove... the years we had gotten more trusting of each other and then to jazz up the sex life we began to talk about our sexual fantasies.When we could we would act them out, and while not always great, they were good. At one time or another we had talked about others joining in with us but those fantasies we never acted on. I think we didn't because we. While I had never flat ironedhair before, I had watched Janice and the girls, at Sarah's, do it manytimes. I blow dried my hair; I sectioned it off and used the flat ironto straighten it. It took me almost 45 minutes but my hair was prettystraight.I tied my hair back and started applying my makeup starting with mymoisturizer. Even though this was my first solo attempt I had had plentyof good coaching. My foundation, blush, powder, eye shadow, liner,mascara and lip stick and gloss went on. It was a thin hard-on and only about six inches long but it wasn’t the size that mattered it was what she was like using it, and Pamela was about to find out. Lesley started to oil the dildo strutting from her crotch and wanked it as proudly as any man would wank his cock. Pamela moved around to the centre of the bed and with hands on the bedstead, she waited on all fours for the penetration of solid female cock. I was, of course, loving every minute of the spectacle before me. I shook my head. Do overs, that’s when if you had the chance you could go back and correct the mistakes in your life. Would-a, should-a, could-a, doesn’t mean a damn thing. I made the mistakes and now spent the last twenty five years of my life paying for it. I thought of leaving Sophie a dozen times. The problem was that I caused the heartache. I had the affair. I’m the one who put our marriage in this life long turmoil. But most of all, I still had strong feelings for Sophie. Even if we had arguments, which.