Hetried to think of what country she could have been from, Sweden,Denmark, or The Netherlands. He wasn't very good at analysing accents.His phone star...led him as it began to vibrate. He quickly took it out tosee a text from Dave, ''I am outside.''.Charlie scoffed and shoved the phone back into his jean pockets. Hecrossed his arms moodily and waited. He had to keep reminding himselfhow incredibly daft the state of his situation was. He could not helpbut think of what Rachel and Mary would think. Outside the hall I looked for Hannah and saw no one that I knew. Panic hit meand then I took a deep breath. My tiny cleavage heaved as I put my head downand decided to walk as fast as I could back to the dorm and safety.Heels clicked loudly in my ears as I headed for the exit to the hall. Thepainted fingernails on the doorknob pushed my anxiety level higher. Therewere more people on the campus now than earlier as finals were ending andevening beginning to cloak the landscape. The last bright. A thousand things were racing through my mind all at once and it felt like I was going to pass out. I couldnt tell if the feelings were because of the high or- shit. Maybe she only kissed me because she was high. Maybe she doesnt even like me. I hate ambiguity. I hate my mind. I hate everything. Still though, I couldnt wipe the grin off my face or the feelings I had for Isabelle, even more so now than ever before. I had to ask her what that was when she was thinking straight, when we were. Nothing was on cable, so I checked what else was on, Net Flix, etc.... There was TIVO, so I checked what movies were on there. I found one that was marked ”football”. The movie started with a bunch of guys playing touch football then they started slapping each others asses and making out feeling each other up and taking each others clothes off. I knew I should shut it off and put cable on again, but I started to get real horny and continued to watch the guys in the movie suck cocks and then.