Or I wouldn’t. Those odds sided a bit more to my favor than a straight-up coin flip ... but I didn’t even consider altering them. She’d either c...me to appreciate my sort of blunt honesty or she wouldn’t!I also tried to convince myself that I didn’t care much either way ... but it was obviously clear that I was trying to delude myself. Surprisingly, I did care ... more than I should have actually, but I was darned if I was going to show it or admit it, even to myself. She could make the next. Elanna told me to bring my health papers and that he would want to see them to ensure that I was healthy and clean and she told me all the girls had to get regular checks to work there. We laughed and I said that it’s a good idea for girls like us to get regular checks! All of the members of our swinger group get regular health checks to be safe.Elanna went on to tell me that Rich would want to see me dance and for me to be prepared to strip naked and dance for him. I told her that I’d love to. Me: No, First thing, am not married until now and the 2 girlfriends I had did not prefer oral sex.She: Do you have a girlfriend now?Me: No. They are already married and enjoying their lives.She: Oh….(a long pause and a sigh). Do you like me?Me: (Smiling because of the floodgates that have just opened). Yes, I like you a lot.She: Really.Me: Yes, Really.She: Do you want me?Me: (my mind blank and racing with thoughts more than I could process). Yes, I want you.She: (Looking at me and saying) Come. ‘Do you want to come to my room with me?’ She followed me, and I saw that she was only wearing lace, baby doll lingerie, I almost tried to keep my thoughts innocent as she held my hand and trailed behind me. She settled in bed with me, but we weren’t touching. It wasn’t like either of us would be able to sleep. ‘So…’ She offered in a rare attempt to start a conversation. ‘Rough day?’ I smiled wryly, shaking my head. ‘It’s hard to explain. Lots of business jargon.’ She raised an eyebrow,.