It was the hottest thing for him to see me naked and touching myself because I looked like an innocent little girl experimenting for the first time. ...t seemed like there was something about me he wanted to steal or ruin, and I wanted him to do it. But I didn’t feel ready because I was scared being a virgin still and I didn’t know if it was going to hurt. I knew he had already slept with two other girls in his high school.I hesitated for a second before saying anything back and then I said,. All the time. I really hate my stepfather for that. I have never been able to get him out of my mind, and he totally controls my mother. I used to hear them fucking all the time, so I made them let me come out and live over the garage. And I got given a Catholic education, which made me feel worse, and I have been trying to find some other way to deal with it." Haven't you ever wanted to have sex?" I can't. Every time I dream about sex, I dream about my stepfather fucking me with that huge cock. “Mr. Adams, please put on the gown. You can leave your undershorts on.”“Steve, I’ll be back later to check on you. Jonas Nilson will be by in a few minutes to get started. I’m sure Jessica will come around as well.”“Thanks, Al,” I said.We shook hands and he left. I removed my shirt and pants, and hung them in the closet. I put my t-shirt, shoes, and socks on a shelf, put on the flimsy hospital gown, and got into the bed. Five minutes later, a very cute young nurse came into the room.“Mr. Adams?. I should never have touched you like that.” He tried to be careful with his explanation, not wanting to scare her, and already afraid he had done so. Heidi looked confused. “What is an orgasm?” she asked. Grandfather frowned. “I thought Peter’s mother had explained how a woman’s body works to you.” Heidi trembled a little, afraid something was wrong, and a little confused, wondering what Grandfather was talking about. “Yes, Grandfather, she did. She told me how to care for myself when my moon.