L.'s age, Alvin and Adams were early thirties, Bob, Warren, and I were all around 25. Bob had indentured right out of high school, while Warren (Coast...Guard) and I went into the service.Although Warren and I were grown men, there was still a certain hazing of apprentices, we got the shit jobs. That soon changed for us both, as we proved to be valuable employees, and could carry our weight.When we went on a job, Alvin would be explaining the plan while we apprentices strung out drop cords,. I also had received a healthy settlement from the trucking company and their insurance. I gave Greg his ring back and told him to take a hike and lose my number. He was not happy, calling me every name he could think of and threatening that this was not over. I was still hobbled and depended on help from other sources other than family to get around. I worked hard at rehab to get to a point where I was awkwardly mobile again but I think I will always have a noticeable limp and substantial. He took care of the details. He assured me I would be safe. He gave me a key to his room and said for me to be there at 10pm. I almost chickened out. I had never done anything like this before and I was scared. Two things pushed me forward. First, I trusted T. He’s a very large man and I knew that no matter what he could protect me if things got crazy. Second, I really, really wanted this fantasy. I opened the door to find T and two other guys. I was relieved to see they were both good looking.. I was soft, flaccid. I guess mentally, I had become the woman in the mirror and she would not have what I have, and therefore, it would not enlarge, because mentally, it did not exist. I freshened up my perfume and thought, "Here goes'.I softly knocked on the bedroom door and softly called out, "Susan? Hello?" Yes Diane, come in." I opened the door slowly and saw her and Tom on the bed. He was still naked, and she was only wearing her lingerie, stockings and heels and he was kissing her.