She had lips that were sooo inviting I felt that I had to kiss them, and have them kiss me all over.So why didn't I tell you about her? Because, I did...'t know if I would ever actually go through with it. I will admit that it felt good to be a little bit sneaky about it, but I swear, I didn't think I would ever actually meet her. Well, until last week anyway...Susan asked me if she could call me sometime. I told her that I would love to talk to her. I just wanted to hear her voice, maybe even. Notone that I would have gone out and had sex with on the side. She is shortand petite with small breasts and blond hair. You know the type of womanthat I mean the kind that is there in front of you all the time but younever take a second look at or never have fantasies about. She was nowsucking on my tough and I started to slide my hand up her side and wasabout to caress her breast when said that she wanted to go slow thisfirst time. She just wanted to kiss for a few minutes and then she. I was enjoying myself, trying to sneak a few alcoholic drinks and feeling great - but also aware that I felt so differerent, like another person - and also female.At the end of the night a few of the cool crowd were having an after party and I was invited to join them. I was given a lift with a few others by a guy with a car. As I got into the backseat, someone pulled up my skirt and smacked my bum, which everyone found hysterical. We drove down the road for a bit, with everyone in high spirits. Sitting at my usual table at my usual cafe near the beach, I sit and think about how most guys would to be in position. Massaging nearly nude and for the most part, beautiful women and getting paid to do so. But i find myself needing....more. That's when you walk in. Tall, curvy, sun kissed skin, and a smile that could cause the blind to become aroused. I try not to stare, but the vibe your giving off is just too strong to avoid. I finish my tea, check my breath, and walk over, pretending to be.