No words are spoken and we climb into bed. I sleep as far away from you as I can and cry silent tears. You put your arms around me and press your body...up against my back, you know I am crying and in the darkness your fingers find my face and the tear trails that lead to the damp pillow. You whisper “I love you” and then we sleep. In the morning you make me coffee and leave it on my bedside table, you climb back into bed beside me as I lay still on my tummy and the smell of the. What do I do about Lucy tomorrow what do I say to her all these questions kept playing in my mind as Kate fell to sleep satisfied and content, ignorance is bliss I thought to myself. I must have finally fallen to sleep a few hours later because when I woke up it was to Kate heading me a black coffee and full fried breakfast treating me with a smile and a kiss thank you for last night she said I smiled excepting the morning gift. As she walked out the room Kate turns but dont think your keeping. I watched an episode of cops before the credits she walked over and sat on the sofa I looked at her. “What are you doing, no dogs on the furniture” I said She looked at me a smile on her face thinking I was joking with her, the smile slowly faded and she slid off the couch sitting on the floor, her back against the couch. I sat forward scratching the top of her head then I detached the leash from her collar, she looked up at me and asked “can I help you with that master” eyeing my semi erect. Us ladies all ran up to the restrooms to pee before leaving. Our plans were to head up river to a small island, stop and picnic. This particular island was a quite popular place to hang out. Usually there was good bit of people to party with. This year was no different, in fact this year was the most crowded I've ever seen. We docked, unloaded our coolers, found our spot and began to drink and party. We usually stay there for the whole day and get back in the river about nine. This year was.