Tara would never be the same. She lost most of her inhibitions; she became a risk taker, lusting for life every day. As she had faced death she came ...o appreciate even more the men who faced terrible risks every day.The strength of the men, the brawn, the power, the hardness and size of their cocks drove Tara wild. She could see Lashawn’s cock buried into he pussy. She could feel Darien deep in ass. Marcus was in her face, cock buried down her throat.?AHHHHHH? Tara cried as she could feel. I reasoned with myself. I called her and asked her to meet me later that day. We chose a shopping center near my house. She arrived shortly after me. Well whats been going on? She wasted no time getting to the point. She seemed fidgety as we stood there, me trying to find the words. Tears threatened to fall but I wouldnt allow it. That night at the bar&hellip, well after I left&hellip,. I&hellip, well I&hellip,. I cheated! I finally blurted out. It took forever for her to speak. Im not sure how. “So, I had quite the surprise today, ” he said.“Oh really? And what was that?” I was almost too afraid to ask, but I knew it was what he wanted me to do.“Well, love. I came home to an empty house. No dinner on the table, no fiancée anywhere to be found. See, I was quite confused by this. I had thought we had agreed you would be home by 6 o’clock each night?”This we had. I quickly tried to make excuses, but he hushed me and shut me down at each. I finally accepted my guilt and apologized to. I knew her inner garments measurements being with her when she would shop them. Buying sanitary pads for her, buying monthly periods postponing tablets to safeguarding each other from our parents. We developed so much trust that there was nothing that we would hide from each other.Sometimes when we stayed together, she would take a bath and come out draped in a towel. Then ask me to go out or ask me to turn around when she wanted to change her clothes. Sometimes in urgency, she would change in.