Immediately I panic and was filled with fear, for the mass of his head against my tender sore anus was so huge that I knew I could not take him in my ...nus. I tried to get away only to have his two friends hold me bent over I begged '...nonononono, you're too big, you're too big...' It only seemed to make him determine to enter my achingly sore anal opening. I could feel my bung hole tearing as he slowly and determinedly pushed into my rectum, my anal sphincter muscle ring struggled to keep from. He clenched his grip tighter on her fists, shooting pain to her now sore bones. Leah cried out as she fell on her knees. Alpha finally let her go. The damage was already done. Even after trying to soothe her hand, it felt like the bones had turned to dust. She had a hard time making a fist with it again. It only took Leah a few more seconds to realize Alpha rendered one of her right fist useless."After we're done, I'll bring you a bag of ice to soothe your hand. You're going to need it to. On that day she called me from upstairs where her room is located. I went inside her room. She was staring at me with full anger. I guessed the reason but didn’t react. She asked in Tamil “ ne pandrathellam enaku theriathunu nenaichiya eanna, unaku ipdi oru ennam en mela( Do you think that I don’t know anything you do, why do have such a desire over me). I was shivering and I didn’t answer anything. She closed the door and slapped me. I didn’t react I kept on looking on the ground. She spoke,”. She, too, will just glance at you and won’t ask you to sit down beside her. And, if at all, in all your ignorance, you sit down beside her, then many things will happen. She will look at you as if you have done a great offence. Other people in the bus will crane their neck to look at you as if suddenly you have grown horns. And if the woman is one of those feminist, man-haters, she might just slap you and call you a sex-crazy idiot. And the conductor might even direct the driver to take the bus.