Fixing my hair putting on new makeup a knock on the window, Hey Michelle a guy I knew said as I put the window down. I acknowledged him "Hey Stan" He...said he noticed me in the mall and followed me he has not seen me in a while. i told him it was nice seeing him again but I had to go and he should call me sometime. He said why the rush it's OK he continued I know you wet yourself just like you did many times when we were together. He leaned down and kissed me whispering "you have always been. It felt good." Susan let out a quiet sob,"Really good. Things escalated. We...ended up having sex and I didn't stop him. I could have. I should have told him no. I could have walked away, but I didn't."I could see the anguish all over her face."Oh my God. Susan..." was all I could manage."I saw him today, at church. You know his family goes to the same church as mine? After the service he came over to talk with my family. Like it was nothing, like he wasn't...inside of me two days ago," at that. His name was John and he looked a bit concerned but I made light of it and we chatted for a while.We ended up with him and his three friends, Butch, Foster and Dave, sitting at our table and taking it in turns to dance with Heather. This went on until we had to leave at around half past midnight as we didn't want to keep the babysitter too late. The four black guys then said that they should be leaving and Heather immediately offered them a lift. They all went off to have a piss before leaving. I should not have said that the guys tried to do this with me, but couldn’t.”I got my first anal sex from my friends older brother” she said “and I was just 16. “Each time he did me it became more tolerable “ she said” but I didn’t want to get pregnant either. He also was the first guy I gave a blow job to” she said “having his big cock down my throat wasn't pleasant either”.Mar then pulled the dildo out of my ass and started pulling on my balls “The first time he came in mouth I gagged, and.