Phir eik din hamare ghar per koi nahin that , wo chat par baithi thi aur usne ishra ker ke chat per bulaya aur kaha ki main use kyon dekhtha rehta hoo...,maine keha ki main tumhe bahut pasand karta hoo.to wo kutch nahi boli per usne eik cute se smile di. Usne kaha batao ki tumhe mere ander kya pasand hai tab main chup reh gayaa tab usne jor dekar kaha ki batao tab maine kaha ki main tumhare saath sex kerna chahta hoo tab wo hans padi aur kaha ki main bhi to yahi chahti hoo.Bus phir kya tha maine. "I closed my eyes; there was a blinding white flash, then utterdarkness.I found myself floating in space, an inky void with no form orsubstance. All sense of my corporeal self had vanished; I was simply atiny node of self-awareness, surrounded by a vast... nothingness. Itried to see, but there was nothing to see. I tried to hear, but therewas no sound. I cast my mind out into space, searching for anotherconsciousness. Nothing.I floated. I seemed to have no awareness of time. A million years or. And I knew 'gettingrid of' did not mean being fired. Basically I could die or be theirmaid, and though I hated thinking about it, Jim's blow job girl as well.Even though my life was not what I had planned, and was veryhumiliating, I chose to accept it. And with that admission to myself, Ibegan to feel better about myself. It was like a strange peace came overme. I just let the humiliation of being feminized into a submissivemaid go.That evening, as I kneeled between Jim's thighs with his. "Is it that Wendy?" Henrietta wondered. "Surely not. She's a nice enough girl but the same age as Erica and from an appalling background, if only because her son killed Jane. Can't be."She was not convinced though and the thought continued to go round in her head.She had completely misread Tim. Certainly he liked Wendy. She was amusing, hard working, friendly and caring. She was pretty too now but the thought of intimacy with her or indeed anyone had never occurred to Tim. He was Jane's husband.