Amhala tichya gupta bhagatla gulabi ranga disoo lagla. Amhi jibhlya chatayla laglo. Sandeep ne mavshila vicharle, ‘Aai tula ithe kes kase nahit? Amh...la tar ahet!’ Mavshi mhanali, ‘Sandeep, me agdi velchya veli he kes kadhoon takte mhanje swachcha vatte. Ani sagle baghta pan yet nahi ka?’Mag mavshi mhanali, ‘Haat lavoon pahaychay ka mala? Ya na ikde ani mala haat lava’. Amhi pudhe saraklo ani tichya teen bajoola ubhe rahilo. Mavshine aplya mulacha, mhanje Sandeep cha haat pakadla ani tyala. But nonetheless there were times when we would brush up against each other while sharing the kitchen, or when I would walk by the bathroom while she was in there and notice the door cracked open…and I would feel an almost uncontrollable urge to sneak a peek, curious to see her naked body, and wondering if she wanted me to.These feeling were exacerbated by my increasing suspicion that Laura was a very sexual woman. She would have men and women over to the house for personal yoga and meditation. After she put those things away, she got up and went into her bathroom. I knew it was time for me to go use mine. As I sat there peeing, I could not help but wonder two things. I wondered if I would ever do what she did and if I would feel the way she felt. I also wondered if I would ever see her do that again.I went back to my room and I could not wait to get into her room and look in that hidden cabinet. I was always into her stuff playing with her jewelry and things I would borrow her hair. "But I'm still going to fuck your brains out."A COUGAR IN THE MAKINGIn the months that lead to Janet's 18th birthday, I found out what a pedophile was."You're kidding me right?" I stood awkwardly on the sea wall. Janet and I both strolled along the beach as she mulled over the fate of the next four years."Do I look like I'm kidding?" She did her best to brush aside her long hair. It was a hard thing to do, as her hands were tucked into her sweater's sleeves to shield them from the chilly wind.