I just thought, what is going to happen will happen and therefore no point in worrying about it.I anyway, was not a very bright student, nor was I par...icularly good at speaking or defending my standpoint, which usually is the gist of interviews. Anyway, a very few companies came for recruiting, out of which fewer were good and worth joining. I was thus taking this very lightly. Talking about me, I was always an average student in the class. I attended some lectures, most I didn’t. The only plus. Some kids had to grow up without a Mom. A husband had to go on with his life without the love of his life, because of my error. So I just quit, that very day. I walked out of the hospital and never returned. I lost touch with all my friends, my family, my life. I drank myself into a stupor and was ready to end it all that night I met Nancy."She stopped for a minute, sipping from her drink, trembling, seemingly on the verge of tears. Eric looked like HE was ready to cry as well. I just sat. And looked at me and smilingly said , ever has sex? I said nope. She said I can help u with that. I was actually scared cause I did not want to get into any trouble. I told her that frankly.She said nothing to worry. I have always wanted to do it with someone like you. Nothing will happen trust me. Of course I said ok since I didn’t want to lose this opportunity. And then we got down in the next stop and got into an auto to her house.She lives in an apartment and I had to sign the entrance. I had heard about them, and I knew several people by name and profession. One thing that I had been told was that I’d need to wait a year or two before the girls of this village would be old enough for me to woo. I was both disappointed and relieved. I was disappointed since I’d miss the sex, and relieved because I wasn’t ready to open my heart to anyone any time soon. Like during the following year. Or two... I hadn’t known what to expect when I knocked on the door on the house of the.