I quickly bought a movie and the magazine and raced to the subway to get home.As I rode the subway, black bag in hand I kept looking around at the var...ous men and women riding with me. Did they know I was carrying porn. Did the realize I was fighting an erection. Could they guess I was so horny that all I could imagine was an all out orgy with everyone I could see.I got home as quickly as I could to my apartment. Went in. Locked the door. Stripped and go comfy on my bed. The hell with the video. I seem to fit in better asJayne, but it doesn't feel right." In what way?" I'm not sure. I was born male and would like to be one so I can providechildren for Helen." Jayne, you haven't been thinking about yourself and what YOU want, haveyou?" How do you mean?" You have lived as Jayne for a while when you were in France and now overthe last two days. You haven't taken that chance to look at yourself asJayne. You have just thought of it as clothing and not looked at theinner you."I have.". The night my sister sucked and rode my cock to the point that I passed out from the pleasure. Whether it was real or a dream, I masturbated every night to the memory. It was the weekend before school was to start. Ashley, my girlfriend, and I had planned to go out. I had made reservations at a nice restaurant, and we were going to celebrate finally becoming Seniors. When I arrived at Ashley’s house, I found out she had different plans. As I stated in my last entry, Ashley and I had been. Mir gegenüber, am anderen Ende der Halle, war eine große Holztür eingebaut worden, durch die ich meinen Besuch normalerweise empfange.Zu meiner Linken stand Jorl, mein Hauptmann. Er war etwa 46 Jahre alt, so genau wusste das eigentlich aber niemand. Eine loyale Person die schon zu den Lebzeiten meines Vaters gedient hatte. Mit seinen kurzen schwarzen Haaren und dem vernarbten sowie unrasierten Gesicht gab er keinen freundlichen Anblick ab. Das Schwert hing wie jeden Tag lässig an seiner Seite..