I try to move, but Anita has tied me tightly. I feel the sun warming my chest, arms, and legs, and wonder if she’ll really leave me out here all aft...rnoon.Anita comes back out wearing a bikini and drags a lounge chair over near me. She sits down and puts sunscreen on her body. When she finishes, she looks over at me and asks, ?Would you like sunscreen, slave???Yes Mistress Anita.?Anita smiles and tosses the bottle on the ground near me. ?Help yourself slave.? She lays down on the lounge and. Com.Now, where was I?It turned out that the first time between my boyfriend and me was his first time, period. I should have been more gentle with him, would have perhaps if I had known. But there I was, naked already, and he was so sweet, telling me how beautiful I was. I was feeling all achy and butterflies and my legs would just not stay closed. Thank goodness I had that condom.He told me as we were lying there. His head was lying on my breast, one arm thrown across me, one knee over my. ‘Say something dirty,’ he whispered, as he slid a handful behind my ear. I could do nothing much moan light fully. With his hand still firmly between my legs he turned twisted, turning me onto my side – my back to his chest. Lifting my leg up and placing my foot onto his thigh he moved his fingers deeper into me. In the thralls of the moment I reached back my arms, one steadily popping open my bra while the other hooked around his neck once more, pulling his head into my neck. His left hand. He told her that he was on his way, and then smiled at something she said.It broke my heart. I got up out of my seat then went into my bedroom. I didn't want to see someone else make him happy. It also made me angry. I'd wasted four years of my life with him, loving him, and he'd moved on so--quickly. ***Chapter FourI got back to work and suddenly everyone was being extra nice to me. Guys who hadn't noticed me before were trying to talk to me all day long, and then in the days that followed.By.