I keep on telling myself I'mnot afraid to die, but I am. I have no idea what it will be like whenthey strap me down and throw the switch. Will it hur...? Will I just passout, never to wake again? Or will my soul be ripped from my body andhurled into the netherworld? Or, and this is what scares me most; will Iwake helplessly trapped inside a body that is no longer mine? Unable tomove or speak, forced to look out from Amanda's eyes and hear her speak asshe goes about her life? Feeling her make-up. He wondered to himself, 'God, wonder if there is any chance I can fuck them both?'He walked over kissed Casey, then pulled Tracey into his arms and kissed her passionately. "Well are you women ready to go celebrate your birthday?"Tracey winked at her sister and chirped, "We sure are, I hope you have a good restaurant to go to, and not one of those cheap burger joints." I do, we are going to, "Ruby Tuesday's."Tracey spoke up, "Great that is our favorite spot to dine."Arm and arm the three of. ‘Noreen, oh my god honey, what the hell is happening to me? It’s never been like this, not once in my whole damn life.’ He felt scared to death, but more alive then he had in a long time. ‘Oh my Lord, Noreen…I can’t wait, I can’t hold out…’ She gripped his arms and arched up to meet him. ‘You don’t have to Waylon, I’m already there before you…’ Yes she was, even as his first shot rocketed out of him, he felt her clench and spasm around him. Yes, it was glorious, it was heaven, it was the whole. You'll be fine."The boys were nearly home by this time and raced into the house to greet their mother.Abby let herself into June's kitchen the next morning."When is Lou going to let you remodel this room? I thought you talked him into it." I talked him into conceding the work needed to be done. Now I have to talk him into getting quotes from contractors. Then I can talk him into actually letting them do the work. I love him dearly, but he is so slow that sometimes I want to throttle him. You.