I mean his family was REALLY nice, specially his dad. He was about 40 years old with the most perfect body. He worked out. He ran. He took care of him...elf. I always got a damp spot looking at him on weekends when he would be out in the pool area barbecuing, swimming and working on the yard. I knew I had to be of legal age to have fun with him, so it was a few years that I just watched him while having erotic thoughts. I always fantasized and touched myself wondering how great will it be seeing. Celeste arrived back before he knew it;'This is a lovely apartment' she said; 'You must invite me to an evening in with you- alone- I think you owe me that from last night; I want to show you how to behave with red-headed women- we're 'different' you know!' He agreed, and thought of the way she'd handled that whip;'I promise!' he said.'Good, when we get back from the ranch and Judy and Carole have updated Dolores on your progress and what's next; I'll tell you when you'll entertain me, but we. I even wondered if I would like to see Kathy with another man. I often think that, for the instant gratification, the answer might be yes. But then after it's over would be a definite no. I wanted men to admire her, to see how great she was but I didn't want anyone touching her. I wanted her to want me, me only.The next night after I got done reading the stories, I walked into the bedroom and there sat Kathy with tears in her eyes. It always bothered me to see her cry. I quickly sat next to her. I have to mention the size of my penis. Honestly when I’m hard I’m 4. 5 inches give or take but when it’s flaccid its very tiny, barely and inch and sometimes even creeps back into my body depending on how cold it is. It has caused me to be very self-conscious and has provided many humiliating experiences in the school gyms and the Navy among the most memorable.Now, I am older and much wiser about my sexual preference. It became apparent that I was and always will be a submissive person. My.